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Lost my wallet. Chance it might have been taken but more likely lost. only hope is i left in locker at work, very unlikely. worst time possoble as i will need license to cash check to get into apartment. Thankfully i can go last minute and replace. Unthankfully i will have to ask bfriend for money to replace, it will be a paper license with picture worried bank wont accept, papers needed to get license packed away. Dont know which box.

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I feel loved. Boyfriend just told stated we could all kiss his ass. I will refrain from saying what i would like to say in response.

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Have an apartment. Now bigger issue just crossed my mind. Being paid in cashiers check. Need money from check to pay apartment. Remembering that i thin ok.cashiers checks have to clear bank before you can access funds. If so, we are screeed.cant pay apartment on 1st. Not out will be evicted along with items.

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D's fish is sitting in a mixing bowl in the kitchen. Boyfriend said 2 days ago he didnt see why i didnt put the algae eater in with his beta instead of trying to move a big fish tank with one fish. I put him in the tank today an d placed the big fishtank on tge curb. Boyfriend comes home. Says their is not enough room for the fish in his tank. That i need to get him out and He dosent know why i put him in there. I told hum the fish tank was gone. i stated i have no money to buy another fish tank now. He places him in bowl. D is sitting their confused and stunned.

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Read a book by an actress. She said actors have to be on 24/7. Parenthood is like acting. You dont get to shut down. Boyfriend thinks because he works 5 days a week and i only work 2 that i have it easy. he dosent see why i am tired all the time. I have all day to sleep. If i dont get domething done its i dont see why you couldnt do it you had all day. He comes home from work showers, eats, watches tv.and turns in. I feel like a single mother living with the father of mt child

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Rough times, could have it worse. Loosing house to foreclosure. Sold house to avoid foreclosure. Took huge loss because house is in need of repairs. Have to be out by 31st. Issues with obtaining an apartment. Waiting to hear back on last option to therun down apartment that wants 715. Beyond that it will be a day sheltee and being homeless.

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Insanity, just spent over $20 in cab fares to attend a mandatory employee meeting. car stalled boyfriend got it started and made it home. Said was too risky to take back out i took cab to and from. Return home to car gone note from boyfriend he went to return something. Imagine my anger.